strive to be a better me :)
I guess I’m really tired. I have decided to put everything down now. I’m not going to allow myself to be affected anymore and I will be happy from now onwards. Of course I also hope all people around me to be happy. I am very thankful and grateful to get to know such a good friend in army. Sadly to say, things aren’t the same anymore. Still, I’m glad that I actually had a chance to know such a friend. I have also come to realise that I can’t control who is gonna change or not, all I have to do now is to accept who he/she is with an open heart. Thinking of how much effort I have put in in this friendship, I’m glad that I’ve actually managed to commit myself in this precious friendship till the very last. No regrets even though things didn’t turn out to be what it is supposed to be. I will want everyone around me to be happy. And I’m gonna live a happy life too. Enough of the struggle, emo, and what not. I hate that kind of life. Now I’m going to be a brand new happy self. Thanks army, made me learn so much about people and made me stronger mentally. I still have lots to improve on and I will ensure that I will improve. Thank you all my friends who are with me when I’m down and helped me out when I’m in need. I treasure every single one of you. Thank you all those who provided fun and laughter, adding colors to my life. I treasure u too. I now strive to be a better friend. Thinking of what happened and how I handled matters in the past I felt ashamed. I strive to be a better person. Thank you peeps!!! No more emo, no more angsty. Smile smile smile is the best policy. :)
